Fuck... bugger

I don't know how to explain how I feel. I think my depression is coming back. I feel totally blah. Just like everything sucks. I can't concentrate, I can't think straight, I can't do shit.

Maybe I need to go for another run, but what the fuck will that accomplish?

Fuck.

computers

I a sick and fucking tired of accountants that do not have a intermediate or advanced knowledge of excel, word, adobe and computers in general. In order to work in accounting you must have these skills! Quit sending shit to me and saying "I can't open this", Or worse cant switch from regular view to page break preview. Seriously TAKE A CLASS dumbass!

Stress

Does not do a body good.

rant

I was talking to someone about the P90X workout and pull ups. This person stated that women cannot do pull ups and she has no desire to even try. Well, excuse me but there are thousands of women that do pull ups. Marine corp women have to do it to pass the PT test. Correct me if I am wrong. Ugh! I hate ignorant people.

Now the next rant is religion so if you don't like it, stop reading now.


Two people discussing lent. One guy said there is a difference between not eating and fasting. With fasting you pray to god for help through and he will help you make it and you will not starve. SERIOUSLY! In both cases you are not eating. Without nutrients you will die. I hate when people discuss religion at work. I can't wait until lent is over!

Thank you

Thank you for putting me back in my place. I understand that I am usurping your space for my needs and I realize that it's a huge inconvenience for you. Thank you for reminding me that my presence adds no real value to you and to your life. I wish you could've done all this without verbally humiliating me and abusing me like you did, but I guess I needed to hear it like that so it would get through my thick head. You were right about one thing, when I can, I will leave.

Words

The last conversation we had, 3 times you mentioned..."If I could do A, would you marry me" Umm...I would marry you anyway, dumbass. And A is physically impossible. But I would like for you to try to do it. But stop with the marry crap. I know that you NEVER want to get married so you are just teasing me. It is not fair. I will make you pay for torturing me with all of this marriage talk.

sensitivity

I am seriously tired of people being over sensitive. We are doing a weight challenge at work. 6 weeks of boot camp and following a meal plan.

Last night, my coworker was talking to her husband on the phone. She gave him a list of stuff to get at the grocery store. He did not get any of it. Of course he is fit but he follows all sorts of weird meal plans. He can do whatever he wants because he bikes about 100+ miles a week.

So of course I said something about people sabotaging meal plans. It is a fact that the people closest to you are the ones that consciously or unconsciously sabotage your meal plan. He is not doing on purpose, I am sure. She got all defensive and pissy. Like I was saying her hubby is a jackass. Excuse me if he is a jackass i will tell you so. Quit being so defensive.

That makes me wonder if she doth protest too much. Maybe he is actively sabotaging her meal plan. I really don't give a fuck either way. So back off bitch and quit giving me grief because you are bitching about your effin husband. I am SO sick and tired of this bullshit. Got a job opening sent to me for Fort Bliss. I might just fuckin' go.